my iTunes and appleid disabled?

If this is about the AppStore and iTunes account being disabled, contact Apple Support about that, only they can help in this situation:

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If you see a message that says "Your account has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes," there might be a problem with the payment method that you have on file.

When you see the message, don't try to edit any of your account information. Instead, contact Apple Support for help.

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In case only your Apple ID has been disabled, follow this article:

If your Apple ID is locked or disabled

If you see a message that says "Your account has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes," contact Apple Support for help.